Went shopping with Barbie yesterday; got new stationery for the new year, and stuff for THEBIGSEKRETPLAN. hee hee hee. And of course, my brother’s christmas present. (I wanted to get him comics, so I SMS-ed Mummy “what comics does didi want” and she was like “only story book. no comics.” :O) I was supposed to get my own christmas present, but I couldn’t decide on which pedal to get…so I will just hound Hyqel for the time being. 8 hours of walking around Vivocity & Plaza Sing, spending at only THREE shops, is a major, major feat for me. The best part is that whatever I bought was NOT on my shopping list! The initial plan was to get a new wallet, santa hats, a new belt, and start putting together a STAY-AWAKE kit for next year. Barbie wanted to find her durian restaurant. (Is there really a durian restaurant in Vivo?) But the wallets and belts at Vivo didn’t fulfill at least one of the 3 categories (Pretty, Practical, Cheap) so I didn’t get them, and the santa hats were non-existent!
Sometimes (fine, all the time) I think that I’ve been spending too much, and I didn’t find a job to balance out my expenditure, so that makes me guilty. And what makes things worse is that my brother has more savings than me. Which makes me feel even more guilty because I get more allowance than him yet HE HAS MORE SAVINGS. (and not to mention other than allowance, I’ve gotten quite a sum from random things, awards and all that. 
Man I need to have a more exciting life. I keep thinking that I shouldn’t be spending so much money now, because it’s not mine, and when I work next time I need to repay my parents a lot. Expensive child I told you. But I don’t know maybe my dreams are too ambitious maybe they might not work out. I have no idea. I mean, I know what I want to do but it’s pretty…adventurous for a 16 going on 17 year old, especially in Singapore.
On the bright side I have two upcoming projectzzz. Yay. One for Chinese New Year and one for…I don’t know what. I hope it all works out. Videocam, someone?
