I’ve started school. Am officially known as a JC1. I was secretly excited, really.
My OG is pretty nice; we aren’t very enthu but we’re…not too bad at stuff. Everyone’s really friendly and all. I try to be like them. I try to enjoy it. But somewhere deep down inside, a voice is screaming “why haven’t I seen Shii and Barbie and Justineee and HY around?!???!” Am really trying my best to keep up with everyone, and everything, for that matter. And I really have to look further on the bright side, and try to keep awake more. I really should stop giving people that dao face. I will try. Really.
I think the house system in JC is pretty cool. Maybe it’s just the beginning of it all for me, therefore I feel like a Sec One entering RG all over again. (not that I was really enthu about house in Sec One) This sudden streak of enthusiasm will probably wane off soon enough, but I’ll enjoy it while I can. BayleyWaddle ftw!
Mm. I feel good about myself because yesterday I did something that I never thought I’d do. I opened a door that I almost made an about-turn at. It feels good knowing that you’ve faced your fears. Let’s pray for Monday.
Anyway, SMS-ing Fuzzy in between stuff has been keeping me happy.
One other positive aspect about JC, is that I’ve been running around, doing physical stuff that I’ve never done in Secondary School. In fact I don’t really remember running in Secondary School. Today we ran around Sentosa. My limbs are going to break off soon.
Anyway, point is that even though the situation I am in now isn’t my most desired one, I will TAHAN. And I’m sure someday I’ll be persuasive enough, and maybe our dreams might come true faster.
