Archive for January 4th, 2008

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Opposing duality

January 4, 2008

I’ve started school. Am officially known as a JC1. I was secretly excited, really.

My OG is pretty nice; we aren’t very enthu but we’re…not too bad at stuff. Everyone’s really friendly and all. I try to be like them. I try to enjoy it. But somewhere deep down inside, a voice is screaming “why haven’t I seen Shii and Barbie and Justineee and HY around?!???!” Am really trying my best to keep up with everyone, and everything, for that matter. And I really have to look further on the bright side, and try to keep awake more. I really should stop giving people that dao face. I will try. Really.

I think the house system in JC is pretty cool. Maybe it’s just the beginning of it all for me, therefore I feel like a Sec One entering RG all over again. (not that I was really enthu about house in Sec One) This sudden streak of enthusiasm will probably wane off soon enough, but I’ll enjoy it while I can. BayleyWaddle ftw!

Mm. I feel good about myself because yesterday I did something that I never thought I’d do. I opened a door that I almost made an about-turn at. It feels good knowing that you’ve faced your fears. Let’s pray for Monday.

Anyway, SMS-ing Fuzzy in between stuff has been keeping me happy. :D

One other positive aspect about JC, is that I’ve been running around, doing physical stuff that I’ve never done in Secondary School. In fact I don’t really remember running in Secondary School. Today we ran around Sentosa. My limbs are going to break off soon.

 Anyway, point is that even though the situation I am in now isn’t my most desired one, I will TAHAN. And I’m sure someday I’ll be persuasive enough, and maybe our dreams might come true faster.