Today I felt like I’ve finally learnt something in Literature. I like the lecturers, very engaging, very entertaining. I’m once again, motivated.
No more facile answers, arguements and essays. Goodbye to the diffident, faineant old me.
The future seems a little brighter.
I woke up a new person today.
Gone are the days where I whine about how I didn’t get into the course I wanted. I was missing out on the bigger picture anyway. Bad things are always blessings in disguises. You win some, you lose some.
I think I’ve grown up a lot in the past few days. Realizing how the world really is, and that ohmygod I don’t have many friends. How I’ve let so many budding friendships drift apart and how it’s pretty much too late to save most of them, as much as I want to. How the whole new making friends thing isn’t really working out because everyone has their own cliques from secondary school, and their friendship’s so strong you can’t really break into them. But I’ll learn to live with it.
Thanks Titus, Jon, Mingfang, Ching, Hyqel, Shii, Peaelle, Zhongzi, and whoever else who is helping me get through this transition. It’s not that bad afterall.
+++ CD’s out in stores already! I just haven’t had the chance to go all the way to Bugis to collect it. 
